Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Fits of emo rage

Sorry about my last post. I've been not sleeping at all and hardly eating so I've been extremely agitated and just thinking way too much about life and stuff. As you can probably tell by now I have a very negative hateful side to me. Part of me just doesn't see a point in life. The other part sees that my only worth in life is to help other people make their lives better, while I destroy my own.

I have been in this little funk for a few days now, not sure how long it's going to last. I hope I feel better soon though. Maybe I just really need to get drunk.


  1. I hope you feel better soon, too. I know we're pretty much strangers, but your last post, in addition to this one, made me genuinely feel...well, this is just gonna sound cheesy and retarded, but it's the truth, so whatever. I felt that need to somehow make *you* feel better, because you deserve it (as much as you probably don't believe that, and that's fine)... I apologize if this comment is all over the place. My thoughts are not my own at the moment. All the same, I did want to let you know that your "rant" was not falling on deaf ears...for...whatever that's worth.

    Hang in there, lovely. You mean far more to the world than you think you do.


  2. i hope you start to feel better soon! sometimes, we just need to rant... i do it all the time. stay strong!

  3. I know how you are feeling right now. I can get this way too. Nice blog!

    We are the same height and I have the same ugw! :D

  4. Man, I have lived this same mood many, many, many times. Your last post was truth. What the hell is it all for?? (Yes, I'm in a crappy mood myself.)

    I hope today is a better day for us all.

    Be strong.