Sorry about my last post. I've been not sleeping at all and hardly eating so I've been extremely agitated and just thinking way too much about life and stuff. As you can probably tell by now I have a very negative hateful side to me. Part of me just doesn't see a point in life. The other part sees that my only worth in life is to help other people make their lives better, while I destroy my own.
I have been in this little funk for a few days now, not sure how long it's going to last. I hope I feel better soon though. Maybe I just really need to get drunk.