Day 1

Middle of day 1. I woke up from my 'cat-nap' 15 minutes ago.

I am extremely proud of myself, because when I was in the kitchen making my coffee I came across chocolate christmas cookies.... and I stood there staring at them for like 2 minutes... my brain going "OH FUCK.... well you can just have a few of these it's still technically morning for you...." But I knew once I started I wouldnt stop and then it would turn into a whole day binge. Again. I don't want that. Only coffee and ice water and pills for me today.

I might be going to see a movie or something later on today, so that will be a good distraction.